So....today wasn't the greatest.

First I went to work for the Cave-Inn this morning, and ended up running late for class due a sudden rush of people right before I was supposed to leave. Then I went to buy myself a bag of potato skins for lunch, and the bag got stuck in the machine, so I was stuck with a pack of starburst and a water for my lunch. I went to file an appeal form to get my money back before hour six, and got my money but I also got a tardy in my class because I ended up running late. When I got on the bus I went to close the window and smashed my middle and ring finger. When I opened the car door to get out to head towards the library I smacked right into it. Yes, not my day.

Finals are coming. Soon I shall be swamped with studies....haha like I'm actually gonna study. Nope. I'll leave that for next year. I got my blended poem back today. My teacher liked it, and said that I have a large vocabulary, and most of the words are brutal, and not the nicest. She still liked it though. I credit Kyo to most of my vocabulary that she was referring to. I never really used such words until I started listening to Diru.

I am....

Strong willed
Angry
Tired
Still
Hyper
Geeky
Smart
Stupid
Tall
Fatty = lack of muscle
Sore
Ugly


I can be....

The best
Non-fatty
Happy
Pretty

that is all

I finished my testing today....during hour one, so I had to sit for two hours doing nothing and talking to Kirsten.


I is bored to death, and I want to cough. My throat hurts.

The 18th is my last band concert of the year besides graduation. I have to preform my solo live for over 400 people. I'm kinda nervous considering this will be my first time alone on stage with such a large audience. It wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't able to see the audience, but I can. At least to the fifth or sixth row.

So thus this is the '05-'06 Melrose Concert Band's last live. *tear*

Today was ISH. From hour one to hour three I had MCA II. I have to say that sucked ass and ruined my day. From there I went to band and was superbly annoyed so I didn't pay much attention to what Prout had to say and blew him off the whole hour. Lunch was blah so I didn't eat. Instead I sat at the end of the table and drank my Dr. Pepper. In hour five I had a U.S history test and felt blah about my answers. Hour six was retarded, we watched birds and ate bugs. Hour seven Hannah was gone so I went to the library.

Day was blah enough said.

Quote from the book I'm reading.

" Know this, he who fell to the earth like ashes,
and was so very long oppressed,
will rise higher than great mountains
on the wings of shining hope."

this was written by Stalin in his youth I found it quite fitting to him though I have no clue why.

While reading my books I came to these conclusions....

I probably would have fell in love with Schindler if I would have lived back then. I also probably would have been sent to a camp, because I'm not a Jew/Gypsy/Homosexual hater.

Stalin was a very complex man, and I'm totally wishing I could have had a chance to meet him...kinda play shrink on him, see how he responds ect. Wile reading I realized how much he reminds me of a few people.

Anne Frank was Fucking ANNOYING...enough said.

Fact is better than fiction when it comes to history.

Umm, so registration was today. I got all the classes I wanted except
Design. That got replaced with art. Having a new layout made for me since I don't really know much about computers, except what I need to. Helping Sarah get redy for Prom this weekend otherwise nothing new.

Talked to my dad on thursday. it was uneventful.


went something like this

dad- hello
me- hai
dad- what
me- I said hello
(silence)
dad- so how are things
me- fine (talk of school and other stupid stuff)
dad- okay, sounds better than my week
me- oh thats too bad
(silence)
dad- so I'm going to have you talk to Elenore now
me- okay
(talk to Elenore till she puts dad back on)
dad- hey again
me- yeah hey
dad- I should have you come up for a few weeks this summer
me- I can't I have uh... stuff to do
dad- oh, well let me talk to your grandma
me- okay bye
(end of talk)


went to Scary Movie 4 on thursday
saturday Rae and I went shopping for food....made food....it was good
sunday I watched Ju-On, picked up 'smell who had a major hangover, laughed at her....otherwise my weekend was uneventful....spring cleening

 

Okay, so I've had this journal for a bit now, and I still haven't posted in it. I usually go on LJ, but I will try to go on here once and a while too.

On to random shit about me, which is pretty much all this journal will consist of, besides my thoughts on stuff.

Okay, I was born in the hick town of Baudette, MN. Be happy there are such things as docters, or I would be spending my whole life with a major speech impediment, because I was born tongue tied. My dad is an alcoholic, so I earned the name Brandy. my parents did a bad job of taking care of me, so i did the whole foster care thing, but I was too young, so I don't remember much. moved in with my g-ma. Found out I have ADHD. whooooo. Went to school in Melrose, found out about J-Rock. ect. which led me here, to this journal.